No one. I've always been godless. It would be nice to feel like there was someone/something out there though... whether a guardian or just a watchful presence or anything like that. But I killed any hope of that with my science and now I'm alone :\
It's fucked up. I'm kin and yet spirituality continues to evade me and leaves me jealous of all those who have 'something' out there beyond the neurons firing in their brains.
Whelp... whatever XD; I can be happy for you and your kind at the same time as seething with envy over my lack of ability to do ANYTHING spiritual with my beliefs and my life.
Don't mind me. Bad day x.x I hope things are improving for you, anyway :)
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It's fucked up. I'm kin and yet spirituality continues to evade me and leaves me jealous of all those who have 'something' out there beyond the neurons firing in their brains.
Whelp... whatever XD; I can be happy for you and your kind at the same time as seething with envy over my lack of ability to do ANYTHING spiritual with my beliefs and my life.
Don't mind me. Bad day x.x I hope things are improving for you, anyway :)