Sinister System

I don't want to fight. I feel like I can't meet a middle ground here, and no one will believe me that I was sincere and never intended to 'troll' x.x That's not to say I'm blameless, because I know I messed up big time by not telling Sonic to just shut up when she got really shirty, and my defending her I put myself right in the firing line. I just wish that people didn't have such selective memories and could remember that I was actually a friendly and talkative member of the comm long before she joined ^^; All I wanted to do was talk openly about things that the fic'kin community is often very 'hush-hush' about... but it was NEVER my intention to discredit or insult anyone. If these guys would just give me a chance, like some of the others did, I think we might even get along. But I suppose it's unrealistic to keep hoping for some great love-in where all is forgiven and forgotten :P

So yeah, tl;dr - every time this comes up, it just goes in circles. So I should just do what I should have done in the first place and shut up and move on ^^;