On the one hand, I can't say that I understand perfectly as to how you feel. Mostly that's because I have trouble, these days, understanding "good" and "evil" as concrete concepts. I think, and you may certainly correct me if I am wrong, that you are defining evil in this context as "That which brings disorder."

But I can at least understand where you're coming from. I've had a lots of moments where I've felt spiritually empty, feeling weak from a lack of conviction. So, if nothing else, I admire your newfound conviction and confidence.