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I need something to pour a little passion into. Too bad I suck at the whole 'focus' thing lately.
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Wow, there is a surprising lack of decent iconnage in this journal.

Hi, I'm Vincent (NOT that Vincent- whichever one you're thinking of) and I and a few others will probably be making use of this space in the days to come. I hope we can get along, be friends, etc.

If you're looking for Mordax I'm going to say that she's.... ...not up to fronting right now, and hope that you all get that I mean she's pretty much catatonic. David is fine, and should be around with the rest of us.

Sorry if this causes any distress/confusion. Any questions you have can be directed to me personally, if you like.


(NOT that Vincent, really, stop thinking of him, he's not the only one with the name)


Nov. 21st, 2009 04:56 pm
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Sometimes its disappointing to find out what other people really think of you. But then again, they're fools, and you can either suffer them or not.

Failing to do so can become very lonely.

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So, I finally got a response from the agent who sold Twilight.

It was a rejection letter.

I think that says it all.

When you're not as good as 'Twilight'.

Anyone reading this know a quick, painless way of killing yourself? Please comment.

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So, maybe I'm a little late on the bandwagon, but I just heard that Geocities was closing. I find this immensely sad. I have a few Geocities pages sitting out there, unloved and unremembered. But oh how I loved them when they were new.

Yahoo *says* they're going to keep service for extant pages, but who knows when that might be changed? And then all those sites, their passwords forgotten, with their blinking banners, and horrendous moving gifs and tinkly midis, that we thought would linger on until the apocalypse will silently disappear.

And the internet,, no, the world, will be a poorer place for it.


Jan. 15th, 2009 08:35 am
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You never came for me. You promised. You promised and you never came.

I waited for you. I waited and waited. I called for you and you never came.

I knew you'd never come for someone like me.

I'm still waiting.

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I feel like Harry Potter.

All my birthday means around here is I've managed another year without killing myself.

God only knows why.

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today on my walk to work my dad declared that I 'don't have real emotions.' I just 'fake them'.

I was angry about it earlier but just *eyeroll*
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry I've been gone so long. I have this terrible feeling that all my friends will have left, or died, or hate me. I'm trying to get over that.

It's been a bad month.
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As many of you can probably tell, for the last several weeks we have had very, very limited internet access. This is likely to continue for some time. I’d really rather not discuss why this is so.

So, unfortunately, this is a notice of hiatus for our live journal.

Anyone who wants a longer explanation, or just to chat is welcome to email us (but don’t expect a prompt reply) and those of you who have my cell-phone number our welcome to call it.

Mordax, et al
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So, in the past month or so I have been getting a flood of trolling, and not very nice posts over at my deviantart account due to the so-called “Sarah Saga” posts that have been making their rounds of the internet- I’ll address that properly in my next post.

Anyway, my deviantart and a long, old rant is one of the first results on google for otakukin. So, every time a load of schmucks get curious, they get sent over my way.

This past barrage of trolls has been incredibly frustrating. Its what led me to privatize my old LJ posts (Julian later made them just friends only). I was sick and tired of dealing with people who

a) thought I was stupid

b) thought I was insane

and c) weren’t going to change their opinions no matter what I said to them.

Not only that, but they refused to deal with me as a person, treating me rather as a target upon which to focus their (ahem) skepticism of my beliefs, and those who share them.

Not only that, but they’re never content to go look at my website, even when I point it out, which leads to me, whenever someone manages to ask a polite question that I feel obligated to answer, reiterating once again the answer to a question I’ve been asked over nine effing thousand times.

Here are some of the trolls, and my responses to them:
This is largely in part to the so-called

Mokumokuren says:

And what if someone else comes up and says he/she was the Digimon Kaiser? Also I think you're bat shit insane.

responses and more idiocy under the cut )

And then there’s this guy (Rocketllama , who, by the way turned out to be Mr. Cthullu on my message boards, and is now banned), who thinks the best way to show his disdain for my beliefs is to write a 500 word essay on the subject. I think his most effective argument is when he calls me fat and insults my artwork.

You aren't the Digimon Emperor. There are no digimons, except on the TV and in the little tamagotchi ripoff thing. I'm sorry, but you aren't. You can't be what you aren't, especially if it isn't. Folks who believe they are what they aren't, when they clearly aren't, in looks, thoughts, deeds, habits etc get so indignant when someone tries to point out that you are so far outside of consensus reality that even people who think consensus reality isn't necessarily real reality think you are insane. You're delusional, you are not a character that never existed. Sure you can have your little theories based on your layman's misinterpretation of serious science, but if you explained your beliefs to a sincere and serious scientist; perhaps someone in particle physics or quantum physics (no string theorists plox) they would either laugh at you insane like, or just think you're a sad deluded little dupe. Lot's of physically unattractive women like yourself have managed to prove that they aren't their appearance, they don't get deluded. Sometimes they write about Bell Jars and put their heads in ovens, but Jesus, other than ruling the 'Digimons' and running a site that banned the only non-otakook who ever joined, admitted to being a sort of troll but still behaved civilly? Ha. Sad deluded little girl, wake up for your own sake. i'd say for God's sake, but he isn't real or doesn't care, I'd say for my sake, but I really don't care, but do it for yourself. Also, maybe instead of pretending that you're a cartoon character to feel better about yourself, might I suggest a salad? Jumping jacks? A Gym Membership?

And you're a lousy artist. You probably know that, but your colors are no good, you have no sense of proportion or perspective, your characters have misshapen faces, 'wongley' arms, and nobody has given a shit about The Slayers since the late 90s, if in fact anyone ever gave that much of a fuck about it anyway.

What is it with Otakin or hardcore anime fans and their love for the most mediocre filler series? Slayers is something you watch when you're Evangelion and Urotsokidoji tapes are out on loan or something. Seriously, get in touch with something that is closer to reality, take better care of yourself, if your self esteem goes up (and don't bs me and tell me it's not low) you might be able to do REAL things, like improve your art kills, draw things other than bad amine (sic) fanart, and pretending to be something that isn't real by anyone's standard except for a small group of (probably bad smelling and universally unattractive sad and lonely) people on the internet. Am I shallow? Fuck no, I'm not particularly pretty or handsome, despite what my girlfriend tells me. Yes, there is a lot more to life than looks, like smarts, which I fancy myself as having, but you, if you have any, are squandering them by trying to find more epic loserly ways to be lame than most people can even comprehend.

(my response)

a) if no one cares about Slayers why has a new series just debuted?

b) Eva is shit

c) y so srs?


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